I tired of pretending I am strong
I am tired of lying to my self.
I am tired pretending Im happy with my lies.
Im a tired of explaining things to myself
Im tired of pretending innocent
I am tired of doing nothing
I am tired of the loneliness I alwats felt
I am tired of being my self and pretending to be my self
I am tired pretending I grown up a lot
I am tired being the one who want to make other happy
I am just tired of living